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                                Hey! Thanks again for visiting my blog! This post is all about me. Yes! A short story about my self or in other words, an Autobiography! Hahaha.

                                First of all, My full name is Keith Brian Jaen De Leon and my age as of today is 18 years old and 7 months. My mother who's name is Gloria de Leon gave birth to me somewhere down the road of Baliuag, Bulacan in August 15, 1996. As my father who's name is, Santiago de Leon works as an Overseas Filipino Worker in an American Military Base somewhere in Abu Dhabi. By the way I'm the third son, We are actually 4 siblings naming my first brother Neil Brian de Leon who works at "NONE" (lol) , My second sibling is my sister Roselyn De Leon. She's working as a customer assistant in JP Morgan Chase in Makati. And the one who's next to me is my little brother named Ronel Jayson de Leon - "The smart-one".

                          They said that, nothing is PERFECT. The only perfect thing is the score in your easiest subject in school. We never had a perfect relationship in the family. But the good thing is, We got the harmony working as it should be. There maybe some instances that I almost gave up to my big brother ( because he is a drug addict). We can't control something that made him the so called "ADIK" because it's not curable. The only thing that will cure his addiction is self healing. Let's just pray everyday that someday he will be healed and help himself. It's a shame that even though my brother didn't do well in school, He is a one good-talented guy. I'm deeply saddened that he is the only reason why we can't reach the near perfect relation ship in the family. But let's move on already. What's done is done.

                                Back in the days (Elementary Days) , I'm always the one who's got alot of artistic things in his mind. But I never tried to execute them in real life. Because I'm afraid of being judged and being mistreated because of "What  I can Do". When I entered high school. Everything changed. I got bullied in first year by childish/well-known/spoiled/rich kids. I never thought of fighting for my self, because I never wanted to see my self beating up somebody to death. I got a very very bad temper when it comes to my dignity and personality. For me, People who give too much damn to somebody needs to be taped in the mouth and in the eyes. Why can't we just be happy for somebody? for what they look? for what they love to do? . I'm not perfect. I do judge people too, But for a good sake and a good reason. The only reason that sometimes I judged somebody is because I'm not BLIND, I can see through your soul if you were taking an action or pretending to be somebody else for the sake of gaining acceptance. 

                              As the time passes by, I practice. I keep on practicing each and everyday to express what I wanted, What I really wanted to do. From small things to big things like even going to a regional contest (even though I didn't win haha) . Surprisingly it worked, I can now say most of the people loved me now for who I am and what I like to do. I'm very thankful for those friends and my family who give the 100% acceptance that I always wanted. 

                                  They said  that I was born with an artistic eye. Think everything that you can categorized in Art and I'll try to do it. The only thing that I'm upset with is I don't know how to draw on point. hahaha. Yes I can literally draw! But it takes a lot of time and I can only draw with a model or something to copy. As of today, I mostly love doing Graphics related designing and doing some Photography. It makes me happy and it's a stress reliever for me. 

                             
                                   Am I good in school? When I was a young boy, My mother said that I was the always "ACTIVE KID" in the classroom, who basically participates everyday and loves to study. I grew up having a tutor (even in highschool) . For me I think it became a hindrance, because when I entered high school and college, I realize that I am not too focused on studying. Maybe  there had been an appearance of social-problems or maybe I don't just trust my self too much that even though I reviewed for the subject. It's just I keep on failing (even until now). Sometimes I blame that it was in-born characteristic of mine. Frustration keeps hitting me every time I tried reviewing for a quiz or a test but it still doesn't pay off. But let's just look at it as a thought, Maybe if I started in the early stages of my life, I might be doing well and focused on studying today. So that's a lot of the reasons why I'm not the bright kid of the family

                                     As for my friendliness and personality, Lets face it I'm really a terrible friend. Like really really terrible. For me this "TERRIBLISM" of mine got developed in high school when I suffer from lack of attention from friends and the so called "MGA PARINIG (Insinuations)" . I felt like why do you have to say something that would definitely make somebody confused and wonder if they are the one being pertained to (that's why sometimes freedom of speech is bad lol). I never mastered the "IGNORE-NO-JUTSU-TECHNIQUE" . Even though sometimes I don't speak or try to faced the person who's I think bothering me to death. It keeps entering the hallways of my brain. That's why I think I am struggling with my new set of friends. There's this thing we call Trust, and for everybody to gain somebody's trust, You have to prove it even in "SMALL THINGS". I "WAS" a good friend back then, but then I realize you can't prove to everyone your GOODNESS. I am a generous and will-always-be-there-kind of a friend. I am exerting too much effort but not everybody appreciates it. What leads next to it? It leads to frustration. Should I exert more effort? Or this NEW SET OF FRIENDS is just not what I'm looking for? I believe that everybody who had crossed your path, Even if it's destined or not, should always be treasured. They may be a lesson or an assignment for you to understand and learn by yourself. That's why NEVER TO TAKE SOMEBODY FOR GRANTED. One day you'll wake up and realize that the person you treated like shit. Has now changed and returning the shit you had given back then. Karma is a one-hell-of-a-bitch.

Ecclesiastes 7 :"On a good day, enjoy yourself; On a bad day, examine your conscience. God arranges for both kinds of days. So that we won’t take anything for granted."

                                    It has been a one-hell-of-a-ride for me growing up as a teenager. Sometimes the problems that I face is so damn real that I almost forgot that I am 18 and is still, Trying to learn the things that I will carry when I grow up. I felt like surprised and at the same time blessed that I surpassed this problems. We all know that in order to learn something, you have to face the chaos of the outside world. That's why we have to step up and be confident we the things we carry each and everyday of our lives.

                                        So that's it. Quite a bit long but for sure it's worth the read. I made it look like an essay-type-autobiography so that you won't just read it for the sake of getting to know me more  hahahaha. But having something to learn for me is always been a pleasure and will always be. Don't give up. Life is good. God is Good. All the time. Have a good day to you!